College Life

College life is much different than High School but I never thought that it would be this different!! I love it when things just don't change at all so coming to college was very weird and I hated it for about the first couple of days. But since one of my friends (basically my sister by now) goes here too it has been a bit easier than if I had gone here alone. I'm not sure what I was expecting really. But some of what I had thought actually happened here. Yes, before you ask there are annoying and stupid people here but not as many as I thought. (Which is nice.)

Lets go emotional now, okay? I had some reservations about coming here because I wasn't surrounded by my family (dog too), friends and all that was familiar to me. (If that made any since to you guys at all.) But I really didn't want to leave Emily because she is starting her senior year and I know how stressful your last year can be so I wanted to be there for her. And I know how she can over-think and over-complicate things without her certain people telling her that it's okay and telling her how to get past those things, I REALLY miss her. She is basically my little sister and it was difficult leaving her.

Well, I kind of stopped in the middle of my emotional thing because I had to go to the cafe to get something to eat and then I forgot about my article thingy. Whoops.

I'll keep you guys posted more often than usual because I have complete access to wifi here.

Goodnight. Peace out Peeps.

Things

Well guys, I start college in about 12 days and I don't want to pack. I am a VERY lazy person and that would be a lot of work.

Apparently my college (Arkansas State University) wants me to be in The National Society of Leadership and Success for the fall semester and I actually might try it (even though I am only a leader for certain things that I believe in). It kinda does sound like fun but I don't know, I question everything. I have also been invited to become a member of their church group on campus. All of these clubs are sending me stuff and I haven't even had my first day at college yet.
Not sure if that should be a good thing or a bad thing.

Well guess what? I had to work on my birthday. That usually wouldn't bother me but I stayed up until about 2 a.m. last night and man am I tired.

I'll talk to you guys in a bit. Have to close up the store.

Sleep well, Goodnight my Peeps.

B-Day and Packing

My birthday is in 10 days and I'm about to start packing for college. I LOVE to wait until the last minute to do things. Procrastination!!!!!!! 

For my 18th birthday I have asked for Laser tag, Bumper cars and Bubble wrap plus a DQ Ice Cream Cake. How awesome does that sound?????? I mean ice cream (duh!!) with fudge in the middle and an oreo/fudge bottom. !!Delicious!! 

I don't want to pack, not because I'm sad to move but because that is a lot of work. (have to have everything packed and ready to move in about 21 days) I'm a very lazy person most of the time and packing does not make me happy at all.

Well, I have to get back to work. Talk to you guys later.

Peace out Peeps

Work, Off days, Friends and about to go to college

I am an introvert. That is a fact and yet I work at a place that involves people. What's going on here?!?!?!?!?!? Lets see, on my off days I do nothing and I'm tired. How in the world does that work??!!?!?!? 

Almost all of my friends are slowly disappearing. 4 are going to different colleges and the others are still in high school. The sadness!!!! 

Since I am an introvert I am not so sure how college is going to work out. I mean, I'm sure that I'll do fine but I don't like people because I can see through their acts and BS. I think that I know two or three people up there but I think that I'm only going to only see one of them more than the others because we are crazy and get along better. I'm kind of nervous about college because it hasn't really hit me that I have graduated high school and I think that it should have by now. Right?!?!????

Goodnight until next time my crazy people. 

Peace out my Peeps.....

What I think about at night.

Well, it's about 1:22 a.m. and I'm very hungry but there is no good food in the kitchen that I want to eat. And since mom is asleep, I can't cook anything. (All of you have known the struggle at some point.(So don't say that you haven't)) 

Switching gears........ Being a pyro brings so many opportunities to have conversations with people and exchange new ideas. Since the 4th of July is coming up, that means new ways to shoot off fireworks without hurting people. 

Back to food......... I kind of want chicken but I'm not sure if I want fried, grilled, roasted or baked. I defiantly need help with that decision!!!!

If people actually read this and want to ask questions or whatever just message or email me. 

That's all for now. Peace out Peeps. 

No words

I think that it's so swamped in here that I can't breath. (NOT)

   It's not busy here at all because of the rain and I have to be here until 8. I've already done a lot and it's been and hour but there is literally no one here. I swear that they are scared of the rain. 

That's all for now. 

Peace out Peeps. 

Watching and Learning

Sometimes when I'm in town, I just like to watch people and study what they do and how they act. It's actually fun! You figure out what they are comfortable doing alone and what they do with their friends are around. 

For example: I was watching this group of very well dressed teens while I was waiting for mom and sis to finish shopping and all of the teens except for 2  of them left to go and get some food. I noticed that with all of the friends were rude to a group of 4 adorably dressed kids that looked like they were nerds (but they were so cute and adorable) but whenever the mean teens left the 2 people in their group, I noticed that those 2 guys went up to the nerd-looking kids, apologized and continued to have a conversation with them. - That kind of warmed my heart a little bit to see those 2 guys take responsibility, apologize and try to become friends with those kids. 

That just proves that we are almost completely different with our friends around than when we are alone or with 1 or 2 of them. 

I think that I have been guilty of that too but I know that I was just like those 2 guys that apologized because I have first hand experience of what that feels like. And I hope that everyone will eventually become like those awesome 2 guys. 

And I'm done with that story. Thanks for listening to me about that. 

Peace out Peeps.